Beginning!

Right now it is 12:43 a.m. on Sunday September 30th, 2012. I am a 26 year old mother of 2 beautiful, wonderful children. I currently weigh 242 pounds. This is more than I have ever weighed before, even while pregnant. I am completely baffled, sad, and shocked. I have decided to completely transform my life. I'm really scared, really sad, really frustrated. I know it's going to be hard, but it needs to be done. I'm going to keep track of everything I eat, all the exercise I get, etc over the next many weeks, months, and perhaps even years. I just pray that I can do it. I am fairly strong willed, but have become very lazy, I'm not going to lie. I work part time, I do everything for my kids, I keep my house clean, I make healthy meals, and now it's time to learn to incorporate some exercise into my life now that the kids are both in school.